Finished: The Lamplighters (Stonex) The story of three lighthouse keepers who mysteriously go missing from their offshore lighthouse in 1972 with no sign of foul play, and no communications or calls for help. When the relief boat pulls up to the treacherous rocks of the lighthouse off the coast of England, they are alarmed when there is no one there to grab their rope and literally haul the replacement keeper up in the winch. They finally manage to get a man onto the rocks, only to find that there is not a sign of the keepers anywhere, also no sign of a struggle. Everything is spotless. The kitchen table is set for lunch for two (not three), and both clocks in the lighthouse have been purposely stopped at 8:45. The book picks up in 1992 where the author of several best-selling action novels approaches the survivors of the three men in hopes of writing a book. Over the years theories of their disappearance have ranged from everything to pirates, to aliens, to ghosts, to simply a huge wave washing them over the rails. The book flashes back and forth between 1972, where we get the viewpoints of Arthur, the primary keeper, Bill, his second in command, and Vince, the newest and youngest member of the crew; and 1992, where we get the viewpoints of Arthur's wife, Helen, Bill's wife, Jenny, and Vince's former girlfriend, Michelle. They all have their opinions about what happened, and they all also have their secrets that may have had something to do with what happened. As we flip back and forth, we eventually find out about those secrets, plus one tragic event in Arthur and Helen's lives, AND exactly what did happen on the lighthouse. It's a well-written story that kept me interested and reading til the end. :-) 

Run Me To  Earth (Yoon) Heartbreaking story of three teens in Laos in the 1960's, orphaned by the war, doing what they can to survive the constant bombings which have devastated the civilians living in the towns. Told from the perspective of each of the teens and two other main characters, the horror, uncertainty, and desperation affected me deeply, and like so many of these historical accounts, makes me ashamed that I didn't know more or empathize more with what fellow human beings were going through in those times. Even though I was a child, so were they! For Alisak, and his best friends, siblings, Prany and Noi, the bombings are a horrific double-edged sword. The bombs are either dropping and exploding on impact, killing on the spot; or they are dropping and not detonating, leaving fields of dangerous mines. Orphaned at twelve and thirteen, the tight-knit threesome survives on the street for over a year before they are recruited by a doctor, Vang, to help out at a country home that has been turned into a hospital for the injured civilians. They learn to ride motorbikes to and from cities which have medical supplies and other necessities. And, they learn how to painstakingly search fields for bombs so they can mark safe pathways. They become invaluable to the doctor and even learn to give stitches and assist in surgeries. And, they are compassionate with the various victims in the hospital, knowing when someone will most likely not survive, sitting with them, holding their hand, and talking with them. They work with Vang at the hospital until Noi, the younger sister of Prany is sixteen, and the boys, Prany and Alisak are seventeen. One day Vang tells them all that they must evacuate immediately. The helicopters are coming and he wants to ensure their safety. It's time to get them out of the country. After evacuating the patients who can travel, the helicopters are full and the teens and Vang must make haste to the town to get on the next evacuation helicopters. Prany leads the way on his motorbike, with Alisak following,Vang hanging on to him from behind and Noi follows, bringing one of the nurses. Alisak's motorbike skids at one point, and Vang is thrown off. When Alisak looks back, he sees, with horror, that Noi's motorbike has to veer off the safe path to avoid him and then a bomb explodes. Alisak searches frantically for Vang and Noi, unsuccessfully. He forces himself to get back on the motorbike and make it to the helicopter. From here, all their stories diverge. We find out what happens to each of them, how their lives take different paths, who has survived, how there is some freedom involved, but not without immense guilt over those left behind. It's just a compelling, heartbreaking story which will stay with me a long time. 

 Finished: For the Wolf (Whitten) A spellbinding fantasy tale of royal twin sisters born in the kingdom of Valleyda. The first born sister, Neverah (Neve), is marked, by tradition to carry on as the next queen. The second born sister, Redarys (Red) is known as a Second Daughter, and is promised as a sacrifice to the wolf who is one with the mystical forest known as the Wilderwood which borders Valleyda. Second Daughters of royalty have been sent to the Wilderwood for centuries on their nineteenth birthdays as sacrifices in hopes of the return of the five kings of the land who had ventured in to make their own bargains with the Wilderwood hundreds of years before, never to be seen again. Neve, desperate to save Red from her fate, begs Red to run away with, Arick, the young man who loves her, but Red feels a guilt and responsibility to go...ever since the girls, at the age of sixteen, had gone in anger to the edge of the Wilderwood and taunted it with stones after finding out their fates. Red, having fallen and cut herself with her hands landing on the side of the Wilderwood, had been suddenly infused with a bit of the magic of the forest. She had felt the pull of the Wilderwood ever since and knew it was her duty to go, especially to protect her own sister against any uprising should she refuse. After the ceremony to send her away, Red barely makes her way through the Wilderwood, as the forest is decaying in many spots and would love just a spot of her blood to help. When she makes it to the wolf's home, rather than a lair, she finds a small castle with a keep. Making her way in, she meets the wolf and finds that he is nothing more than a man! Or is he? He's actually a man whose own parents bargained long ago with the Wilderwood to give their lives to the forest to keep the dark shadow monsters away from humans forever. To do this, his parents had become one with the forest, i.e., the Wilderwood had infused itself into them both. Only their magic or their blood could heal any breaches in the forest made when the evil shadow monsters, and coincidentally, the five kings, tried to escape. Having given their lives protecting the Wilderwood, their son Eammon then became the next wolf, and had subsequently been protecting the forest all this time. (Apparently the magical words for wolf and warden were so similar that the myth was born that the wardens were wolves.)  Eammon, however, cannot hold off the dark forces for long by himself and the Wilderwood is quite happy to have Redarys there to help him. Naturally, Red and Eammon have an instant attraction, but neither wants the other to be hurt or sacrifice anymore, so a war of wills ensues. Meanwhile, in Valleyda, Neve, who wants only to figure out a way to get Red back, has put her trust in a very suspicious priestess, Kiri. Kiri insists that the only way to get Red back is to weaken the Wilderwood by stealing as many of the white sentinel trees that make up the forest as they can. Kiri doesn't tell Neve that it will be darker magic that accomplishes this AND that hurting the Wilderwood will ultimately hurt Redarys as well. To get her plan going, though, Kiri sees to the death of Neve and Red's mother, the queen, making way for Neve to be queen and under her control. So, the twins unknowingly work at cross purposes...Red helping Eammon try and stop the breaches in the Wilderwood made by the missing sentinels, and Neve helping Kiri with her magic to weaken the forest. What Neve doesn't understand is that weakening the Wilderwood to release the kings will also release all the shadow monsters who have been kept at bay for all these centuries. The book is the first in a series, apparently, and comes to a huge battle climax between Eammon, who has taken back all of the powers within red from the Wilderwood to save her, and the one king who had eeked his way out through Kiri's magic and taken over the physical body of Arick, who had tried to help Neve save Red. There is a happy ending for some, but the futures of many left up in the air which seems will be continued in the next book. I loved this book and it was so nice reading a book set in a fantasy world again. It's been awhile! Looking forward to the sequel! :-)

 Finished: The Plot (Korelitz) Another page-turner, hard to put down! Jake Bonner is a writer who has had one best-selling novel, and now floundered for the few years afterwards unable to get another best-seller penned or anything even accepted by a publisher. He now teaches a creative writing seminar every summer. When an overly cocky, very unpleasant student, Evan Parker, lays out the plot of his "sure thing" novel he intends to write, Jake completely deflates. He knows immediately that Evan's novel, when he writes it, will definitely be a best-selling, national book tour, Oprah list book that will most certainly be made into a movie by an A-list director. (All the things that Evan has bragged that it will be.) Three years after the seminar, Jake googles Evan to see if he ever wrote that book. He knows it would have been big news if it had been written. Jake finds out that Evan died just a few months after the seminar, and that he never wrote his book! It doesn't take Jake long to convince himself to write the book. The plot is too good to never be written. He doesn't use a single line from the few pages of writing sample that Evan had shown him. He writes the complete story on his own, but he does steal the exact plot. And, as Evan and Jake both predicted, the book becomes all those things...Steven Spielberg is even making the movie! Jake is now flying high on never-ending book tours and tv interviews when he gets a very simple email message one day. "You are a thief." Messages like that continue to escalate to Jake, and the mysterious sender even creates twitter and facebook accounts to accuse Jake of plagerizing Evan Parker. What ensues is a journey that Jake puts himself on to learn about how Evan died and if he'd told anyone else about the plot of his book. We learn exactly where Evan came up with his plot, a real life story he partially lived himself. And, we learn what possible family member of Evan's may still be alive that is sending the messages to Jake. Definitely a book that I had to read all the way through to the end in one day to see exactly what was going on! :-) 

Finished: The Last Thing He Told Me (Dave) The fastest I've read a book in a while! A great story between a woman and her new step-daughter that kept me reading furiously until the end. I'm going to be lazy and put the Amazon recap here. It keeps things concise and explains things better than I could. :-)  

"Before Owen Michaels disappears, he smuggles a note to his beloved wife of one year: Protect her. Despite her confusion and fear, Hannah Hall knows exactly to whom the note refers—Owen’s sixteen-year-old daughter, Bailey. Bailey, who lost her mother tragically as a child. Bailey, who wants absolutely nothing to do with her new stepmother.

As Hannah’s increasingly desperate calls to Owen go unanswered, as the FBI arrests Owen’s boss, as a US marshal and federal agents arrive at her Sausalito home unannounced, Hannah quickly realizes her husband isn’t who he said he was. And that Bailey just may hold the key to figuring out Owen’s true identity—and why he really disappeared.

Hannah and Bailey set out to discover the truth. But as they start putting together the pieces of Owen’s past, they soon realize they’re also building a new future—one neither of them could have anticipated.

With its breakneck pacing, dizzying plot twists, and evocative family drama, The Last Thing He Told Me is a riveting mystery, certain to shock you with its final, heartbreaking turn."

 Finished: The First Day of Spring (Tucker) Intense, heartbreaking, emotional story that begins with an eight year old neglected girl declaring that she's just killed a neighborhood toddler with her bare hands...and she liked the power that it gave her and the way it made her feel inside. Chrissie, as she is known when she's a child, is neglected by completely unloving and irresponsible parents. She's not liked by anyone in the neighborhood or at school, except for one friend, Linda. She's starving every day and must fend for herself for food. The book goes back and forth between Chrissie chapters and Julia chapters. Julia is Chrissie at 25, who now has a five year old daughter of her own. She's overprotective, unsocial, and so worried that she will turn out to be as worthless as her own mother, that she barely takes any time to have fun with her daughter. She also worries that people from her past will find her and take revenge for what she did as a child. She reports to a probationary officer every month who keeps very close tabs on Chrissie's health and mindset, as well as her daughter's. The Chrissie childhood chapters are very disturbing as we read every thought that goes through her mind. When it is finally discovered that Chrissie is the one who took the life of the toddler, she is sentenced to a home for dangerous children until she's 18. Even though it is basically a prison for kids, she has people who are actually caring for her and working with her for the first time in her life. She doesn't want to go when they release her, but they give her a name change and send her into the real world. When she gets pregnant by a coworker, she is determined to make a better life for her own daughter. Will her past and her remorse over her murderous childhood actions ever let her forgive herself and succeed? It's a heartbreaking story for sure, written in a prose that hooks you from the beginning and puts you right into Chrissie's troubled mind. 

 Finished: When The Stars Go Dark (Mclain) A compelling page-turner about Detective Anna Hart, who is separated from her younger brother and sister at the age of 8, enters the foster system, and is adopted by an amazing couple, Hap and Eden, who nurture her, love her and raise her to adulthood. It doesn't stop the guilt and responsibility she feels, though, for her younger siblings, which propels her to work in crimes involving missing and kidnapped children. She's married to her work, lives and breathes it, but also married to her husband. After a tragic accident resulting in the death of her own toddler, her husband makes her leave, since he blames her "work distraction" for the accident. Anna ends up back in the Northern California town where she was raised by Hap and Eden, just in time to help one of her oldest friends, Will, now the sheriff of the town, with the case of a missing 15 year old girl. Anna, Will and their friends, twins, Caleb and Jenny, had all been best friend as teenagers until their own world was shattered by the kidnapping and death of Jenny, a crime that has gone unsolved all these years. Now, 15 year old Cameron is missing and though still grieving the loss of her daughter and the end of her marriage, Anna dives right into the case with Will, letting it get very personal for her as she usually does. This is a very good book and the author writes very lovely prose. For me, the culprit was easy to figure out early on, but there is still enough suspense to keep you turning the pages. And, I love the relationships with both Eden and Hap that Anna flashes back on, having lost them both by the time she was 18. I may look and see what else Paula Mclain has written! :-)

 Finished: In Five Years (Serle) A fast-paced, tear-jerker which you think is going to be about the relationship between a couple, Dannie and David, but ends up being more about the relationship with Dannie and Bella, her best friend since they were seven years old. It is also the story of how Dannie learns to live life a little differently than she always has, which is very scheduled, very controlled, and very over-achieving. Dannie is a corporate lawyer whose job is definitely number one in her life. When she has a great job interview with the company she's always wanted to be a part of on the same day that her boyfriend of two years, David, proposes, she is over the moon. She's had it all planned out forever. Get engaged at 28, married by 30, make junior partner within a couple of years and move to a house in Gramercy. There just this one thing....when Dannie falls asleep after the exciting evening, she is transported five years into the future. Like most job interviews, they had asked her where she saw herself in five years. Dannie spends one hour five years into the future...but she's not with David, she's with someone named Aaron. And, she's not got the perfect engagement ring on her finger that David picked out, but one totally not her style. And, she's living in an apartment in Brooklyn with very bohemian taste...not at all her type. She has the most amazing sex of her life with Aaron, and then wakes up quite shaken. It was not a dream to her, but a definite experience she had in the future. **I would say, if you want to read this book, don't read any further because you will be spoiled** She shakes it off and goes about her busy work schedule and as the years pass, she and David remain engaged but too busy to set a wedding date. At least, she's too busy. David always seems to understand when she wants to postpone. When 4 1/2 years has gone by, Bella, her spur of the moment, live life to the fullest best friend finally falls in love. She asks Dannie and David to meet them for dinner so she can introduce the man who has finally swept her off her feet. Of course....it's Aaron!! Dannie has a near panic attack and feigns illness to leave abruptly. She goes home with David and tells him they must be married right away. She doesn't know what's going on, but she loves Bella and would never end up with the man she has fallen for. David is pleased, of course, but also a little skeptical that she suddenly wants to get married within two months. For Dannie, as long as it's before the date of her encounter with Aaron, she doesn't care. Dannie comes up extremely busy with work and barely has time to help with the wedding planning. She does become a little less awkward around Aaron when she can see that he adores Bella as much as Bella adores him. And...Bella is pregnant! She's thrilled and then Aaron is thrilled, and then it all goes to hell. :-( Now, the tears start. Bella isn't pregnant after all, but she's got stage three ovarian cancer. The story takes a left turn as you think you can see now what the future will be. David and Dannie, though seemingly perfect for each other, aren't really in love, hence never setting a firm date for the wedding. They call off their wedding and their relationship. Bella, an artist with a trust fund, buys Dannie an amazing apartment in Brooklyn that she designs herself, down to the green tile sinks, blue chairs and wall hangings. It has a perfect view and the color Bella knows Dannie needs in her life. Aaron sticks by Bella through it all and even proposes with the perfect bohemian ring. And after fighting so hard to stay alive, Bella finally dies. It's heartbreaking! After they have a celebration of life for Bella, Aaron takes Dannie home to her apartment where they both feel a certain energy to be together, and so they sleep together and have that amazing sex. Yes, it's now the exact day it was in Dannie's experience. Dannie realizes, though, that they didn't do that out of love or betrayal to Bella. They both did it out of severe grief. And, the engagement ring she saw on her hand was Bella's, but it's not on her ring finger, it's on her middle finger, something she was wearing to feel closer to Bella. They don't regret sleeping together, but they both pull back and decide to just be friends. How about lunch once a week for awhile? Dannie finally understands that the future she had been dreading wasn't how it seemed at all. She also realizes she needs to live life to the fullest, like Bella did. Her career path remains in tact, but her love life picks up with a smidgeon of hope for Dannie for the future, but not with David or Aaron. This was a page-turning story, and a good one! I thank my dear friend Marla for giving me this book for my birthday! :-) 

 Finished: Burger's Daughter (Gordimer) The story of Rosa Burger, the daughter of white South African revolutionaries in the 1960's who are trying to fight for rights for the oppressed native people. Her parents, Lionel and Cathy Burger are both imprisoned, her mother when Rosa is just fourteen. After her mother dies in prison, her father, a talented doctor and near hero to the other radicals, eventually does as well. Rosa is not allowed to leave the country. Her entire life she has been raised around the revolutionists, their ideas and their actions. Rosa, though, doesn't want to follow in her parents' footsteps. She's wants more than anything to travel to Europe. When she's 27, she finally gets permission for a one year VISA with strict rules put in place about who she can and cannot be in contact with. She knows she will be watched. She goes to stay with her father's first wife, Katya, and lives among her Bohemian acquaintances who float in and out of Katya's house. It's a close-knit group of friends who embrace Rosa. Rosa even falls in love and has an affair, thinking she can find peace and happiness going to London with the man. One night, though, she finds herself at a meeting of several former South African revolutionaries and recognizes her childhood best friend, the son of the servant of the house...a young black boy who the Burgers treated like one of their own, and she excitedly approaches him. She hasn't seen him almost 20 years. She has no idea what he's been doing all this time. When she calls him by his childhood nickname he bristles and tells her his given African name. They end up having a long conversation where he criticizes both her idealistic view of their childhood and her father's attempts at "making things better for the black people" when they should have never been suppressed in the first place and should have been given the power to help themselves. He basically gives her a good verbal slap in the face that opens her eyes to what he and his family were really going through when they were young children. This prompts Rosa to go back to Africa and help as a nurse at a rehabilitation center for children who have been born crippled, or crippled by war, and then as it happens, more recently, injured by the shootings currently (1977) being perpetrated by police on random groups of black teenagers and children. As the country revolts, they revolt against even the white people who are trying to help them. Rosa is eventually arrested and imprisoned for conspiracy because she went to the meeting in London. The book ends off with Rosa still in prison and writing to her father's second wife, Katya. Burger's Daughter, written by Nobel Prize winner Nadine Gordimer, was a compelling book, but written in a stream of conscious manner, even the dialogue. It was difficult at times to follow, and took me a long time to read, but I'm very glad I did. I enjoy expanding my exposure to events and countries that I've never really read about. 

 Finished: Tales of the South Pacific (Michener) Pulitzer Prize winner based on Michener's own experiences during World War II spent on the islands of the South Pacific. We meet a variety of characters, some who have standalone chapters, and some who have threads throughout several chapters. No matter their stories, though, the detailed telling of their stories is mesmerizing as your realize quite vividly what these men went through both waiting for endless hours on remote islands to be called up to fight, and then once they actually saw battle, the fear and devastation, and death amidst eventual victory. wow! I will always hold an immense respect for the men and women who serve this country in the military. One thing I did before reading this book was get out a map to see where I would be reading about. I realized there are so many places in history that I have no idea where they exist. It prompted me to begin an online geography lesson! I became obsessed with being able to locate and name all the countries, islands and territories in the world. It was quite and education and about time lol.