Finished: A Wrinkle In Time (Le'Engle) A book my kids read in middle school and I finally read it! A girl, Meg, whose scientist father has been missing for a year, is taken on a fifth dimension, time traveling, tesseract adventure by three unique individuals, along with her super smart, other-worldly little brother, Charles Wallace, and her new friend, Calvin,  to try and rescue her father. Her father is being held by an evil force, which nearly takes over the mind of Charles Wallace as well before Meg realizes that the answer is that love conquers all. Once she does that, they are all whisked back to their own planet and dimension....with the very real promise of more adventures to come.

Finished: The Dry (Harper) Another page turner! The Dry is about Aaron Falk, a detective in the fraud division in Melbourne, Australia, who goes back to his small hometown for the first time since a scandal twenty years before, to attend the funeral of his childhood best friend, Luke Hadler. Drought conditions have driven people to even killing their own cattle that they can't keep watered, and the unchallenged theory is that a drought distraught Luke took the life of his young wife, and his young son, before killing himself. Luke's father thinks otherwise, though, and he has reached out to Aaron to come home and figure out what happened. The motherless Aaron and his own father had left Kiewarra twenty years before, run out of town more like it, when Ellie Deacon, the girl sixteen year old Aaron was in love with, was found drowned in the river. Many people thought she'd taken her own life, especially since they suspected she was physically abused by her father, but having found a note in a pair of her jeans that had the date of her death written on it, and the name "Falk", the entire town turned against Aaron and assumed he'd killed her. Luke offered up Aaron a false alibi, since they were both off separately just fishing and whatnot. Luke didn't want Aaron to be pinned with something he didn't do. Nonetheless, the town was relentless in it's harassment of both Aaron and his father, so they picked up stakes and left the family farm. When Aaron comes back twenty years later, many of the town folks remember him and still shun him. Ellie's father and cousin are particularly brutal bullies, but Aaron is determined to stay and see what happened to Luke, his wife and little Billy. Their 13 month old baby girl had been left unharmed in her crib, so it was all a big mystery. Of course, most of the town had already judged the dead Luke and determined that financial and farm troubles had lead him to the murder/suicide. With the help of the local police chief, Aaron uncovers what looks to be motives in a few different people who may have wanted Luke dead, but each one becomes a dead end. In the meantime, he's also meeting up with Gretchen, the fourth in their quartet of teenage friends, and trying to figure out what really happened to Ellie...one week after they shared their first kiss at the secret "rock" tree by the river. When Aaron and the chief finally stop looking at who might have a grudge against Luke and look at his wife, Karen, they hit the jackpot. Karen had uncovered $50,000 of mishandled funds at the elementary school, which had received the much need money grant from a charitable society. The principal, who had moved to town in recent years, had a gambling problem and owed some nasty men some money. When confronted by Karen, the school bookkeeper, he decided that it would be better to kill her and Luke and blame it on Luke than to face the consequences of admitting he'd stolen the money. He had thought little Billy would be at his own home on a play date with his own seven year old daughter, but Karen had canceled that at the last minute. So, when Billy saw his principal shoot his own mother, he ran to his room to hide, but the principal tracked him down, found his hiding spot and killed him. :-( That part of the book is very sad and awful, but the majority of the book doesn't focus on the gruesome details. Instead, we delve into Aaron, Luke, Ellie, and Gretchen's past...and into Aaron and Gretchen's current lives. We also find out that it was the evil Mal Deacon himself, who killed his own daughter Ellie, when he tracked her down to the river preparing to run away like her own mother had five years before and he killed her. Twenty years later, Aaron found her backpack tucked in the crevice of their secret rock tree and in it her diary where she explained that her father had become more and more abusive so she was going to leave town...even though she'd just found someone she really cared for....Aaron. This was a really good book, and I believe the author's first. I will definitely be reading her next book which apparently also has Aaron Falk in it, solving another murder mystery in Australia! :-)

Finished: The Child Finder (Denfeld) A suspenseful, thought-provoking, page-turner of a book! Naomi is a nearly thirty year old woman whose job and mission in life is to find missing children. Her current case involves five year old Madison Culver who went missing deep in the snowy Oregon woods when she ran ahead of her parents as they were out to find a Christmas tree. It has been three years now, and Madison's parents are convinced she is still alive and that someone has her. The story flashes back and forth between a few point of views...mostly Naomi's and the snow girl's. The snow girl is, of course, Madison, who was found nearly frozen to death by a deaf and mute mountain-man trapper. He takes Madison back to his cabin, nurses her back to health, but also keeps her locked in his basement. We come to find out that he was kidnapped as a seven year old boy by a horrific pedophile, and brought to this very cabin. Beaten and sexually abused, eventually as a young adult, he got the courage up to kill his tormentor. He had been so physically and psychologically damaged, and stunted in how to socialize with people, that he remained living the cabin by himself for years until he stumbled across Madison. Then, he did all he had ever known, and though he treated Madison better than he was treated, she became his possession and he abused her sexually. Madison, upon awaking away from her parents, felt herself thawing out from freezing and immediately decided that she must be the snow girl from her fairy tale book, and that Mr. B, as she came to call him, was her creator. Though she definitely suffered a bit of Stockholm Syndrome, she also knew deep down that she had a family somewhere, and once Mr. B started taking her out with him to do animal trapping, she began leaving little threads from her sweater tied to low tree branches in case she ever needed a pathway out of the cabin if she escaped. Meanwhile, Naomi continues her searching. She has demons of her own. She was also taken as a child, but she remembers nothing but running from an underground prison, across a strawberry field, towards a fire where some migrant workers took her to the sheriff. There were no parents who claimed her as missing, so she was brought up by a loving, kind foster mother. She has nightmares about what happened, and each missing child that she finds, whether living or dead, helps her towards realizing her own past. Eventually she remembers that she also had a little sister with her, and that they ran as fast as they could across the field, but when she turned to tell her that they made it, her little sister wasn't there....she had not kept up. Naomi refuses to give up on Madison, and through methodical work, looking at years old claim records of hunting cabins, and diligent searching, finally finds the colorful threads! Through a very suspenseful portion of the book, where Mr. B knows she's coming and sets a trap, and through Naomi and Mr. B having an all out physical fight, and through Madison working her way out of the basement trap door, Mr. B is killed by a knife that Madison hands Naomi. Madison is reunited with her parents, and stays in touch with Naomi. Naomi sets off in search of her next missing child...her little sister! Not very pleasant subject material, but it's not graphic. It's more about defeating the kidnapper and not letting the experience ruin the lives of the victims. And, wow, it was, as I said...a page-turner!

Finished: Black Beauty (Sewell) I can't believe I went my whole life never reading Black Beauty...especially being a horse owner, with a daughter who has ridden and been a horse lover since 2nd grade! Now that I've read it, though, I was a little disappointed. I'm not sure what I was expecting, but it was different than I thought it would be. The story is told from Black Beauty's point of view. He talks and tells the story of his life, from owner to owner, and horse friendship to horse friendship. He seems to understand what humans are saying when they talk! And, he has lovely conversations with other horses. :-) His life starts out pretty cushy. He's well bred and treated royally, and taught in all the proper ways how to act, how to take the bridle, and saddle, and desensitized to scary noises so he won't shy away. Then, he's sold, and though every time he's sold, the previous owner tries to make sure he goes to other people who will treat him with the utmost respect, he does suffer through some bad owners, thus leading him to nearly breaking down. He spends time being a cab driver, a carriage driver, a driver for private owners, etc. He nearly dies of ignorant mistreatment a couple of times. But...at the end, he ends up back on a farm with a horse groom who was actually one of his grooming boys years before! The biggest problem I have with the book is the section where Black Beauty is owned by a cab driver in London. His owner is just wonderful, and treats him great. However, the book takes far too many tangents delving into what the cab driver has to pontificate about on life issues, morals, drinking, churchgoing, etc. They are all good, valuable things for a child reader to learn, but it's just odd that Black Beauty is relating these pages long human conversations that really have nothing to do with his horse life, lol. Anyway, I'm so glad I finally read the book...but also glad I'm done with it. Can't wait to ask Jenny Cate if she actually ever read it! I know she has several copies. :-)

Finished: Little Fires Everywhere (Ng) A very good book that hooks you at the beginning with the family home of the Richardsons, the main characters, burning down and then flashing back to how it all reached that point. The Richardsons are the perfect family living the perfect life in Shaker Heights, an overly pre-planned suburb of Cleveland. Mr. Richardson is a lawyer and Mrs. Richardson is a town journalist. They have four teenage children Lexie, a senior in high school, Trip, a junior, Moody, a sophomore, and Izzy a freshman. They are kids who have never wanted for food, TVs, cars, etc. They aren't bad kids, just privileged and not overly insightful to other people's needs...except for Izzy. Izzy is the rebel of the family who is always arguing for the underdog at the family dinner table. She's been suspended from school a few times, but rather than sit her down and really talk about why, her overbearing mother just assumes the worst of her and is always at odds with her. Each of the members of the family is delved into pretty deeply, and we learn that they all have their motivations and insecurities, just like the rest of us. Mrs. Richardson is so hard on Izzy because she's afraid of losing her. After three easy births with her first three children, Mrs. Richardson faced the terrifying experience of Izzy being several weeks premature and battling several of the problems that go along with preemies. Izzy, though, grew up just fine with no residual affects. Her mother, though, turns her fear of losing Izzy into a harsh over-protectiveness and harsher expectations, more so than with any of her other kids. They can all feel it, and because of it, Izzy becomes more of the rebel and the loner, not really getting along with her siblings. Lexie and Trip are the popular good-looking ones of the bunch; and Moody is the smart, thoughtful one. He understands Izzy the most. The author writes very beautifully as we see what makes each of these characters tick. So...enters into their little Shaker Heights world the enigmatic Mia Warren...an artist who uses her photography, along with other materials that appeal to her, to create very moving, meaningful pieces of art. She's an Asian woman and a single mother of fifteen year old Pearl. Mia and Pearl have moved from city to city as long as Pearl can remember. Mia will get an idea for a project, and plant roots for awhile to see her vision come to life...and then when she's done, they will pack up their VW Rabbit and be on their way. As an early art school student, Mia met a very influential photography professor who, recognizing her raw talent, put her in touch with a gallery agent who occasionally sold pieces of Mia's artwork. This bit of money, plus what she made taking whatever job she could where they moved, kept Mia and Pearl scraping by. When they move to Shaker Heights, Mia tells Pearl that they will finally stay put just as Pearl is entering high school. Pearl meets Moody Richardson first, and they become fast friends. Pearl is smart, and shy, but shares his same love for poetry and sense of humor. They do homework together and walk back and forth to school together and have all the same classes. Of course, Moody falls hard for Pearl...but when he finally takes her home to meet his brother and sisters, Pearl falls hard for Trip! It's more than just a teenage romance story, though. We see how all the Richardson kids are drawn to Pearl for different reasons. They accept her as one of their friends, and she begins to spend all her afternoons there. Her crush on Trip doesn't become known for quite awhile. We also learn about Mia's past. Her big secret is that she agreed to be a surrogate mother for a couple in New York to pay her second year of art school. Her parents had refused to pay, thinking photography and art in general were stupid things to build a future on. About six months after becoming pregnant (by sperm in a turkey baster!!) with the couple's child, Mia realized she'd fallen in love with her baby and couldn't go through with it. It was the beginning of her packing up what little she owned and running away. It was also right when her beloved younger brother, the only person who didn't judge her...the person with whom she even had a secret language from childhood, died in a car accident while with a friend. It was his VW Beetle that she ended up taking and making her own. There are just layers and layers to the story that I can't do justice to with a recap. Anyway, as Pearl grows close to the three oldest Richardson children, Izzy discovers that she gets along well with Mia. She goes over to Mia's rental every day after school and helps her with her photo development. Mia just seems to "get" Izzy and is warm and understanding to her, much more than her own mother. It is also Mia who Lexie turns to after she has an abortion (which Pearl drives her to). No way could she face her own mother, or ever let her know she got pregnant. In the midst of all the goings on between the Richardsons and Mia and Pearl, Mrs. Richardson's best friend has just thrown a first birthday party for the little Asian baby girl that she and her husband will be adopting after years and years of trying to get pregnant. They've had little Mirabelle since she was two months old, since she was left on a winter evening on the doorstep of a firehouse. However, just as they are about to do their final adoption proceedings, Mia finds out that she actually works with the baby's biological mother at her afternoon job at the Chinese restaurant. And...the mother wants her baby back now that she's back on her feet. A custody battle ensues, and battle lines are drawn. Mr. Richardson becomes the lawyer for the friends who are adopting, and Mrs. Richardson, Lexie, Trip and Moody all feel that Mirabelle should be placed with the loving parents she's been with for the past year. Izzy, and Mia and Pearl all think that she should be able to go back to her biological mother. In the midst of all this, Pearl and Trip finally realize they have feelings for each other and begin their own secret and sexual relationship! All kinds of drama, and secrets, and misunderstandings come to a head that end up blowing up all the relationships. The friends of the Richardsons win the custody battle, but then the biological mother sneaks into their house and takes her daughter and head back to China. Moody finds out about Trip and Pearl and is very upset. Mrs. Richardson, in trying to find out if the biological mother had an abortion (a bit of a side story) finds instead the name of Pearl Warren in the list of young girls who had recent abortions at the clinic! Of course, Lexie was the one who had the abortion, but she used Pearl's name since her mother knew the director so well and she didn't want her to recognize her name. It's all a huge misunderstanding that leads Mrs. Richardson to accusing Moody of getting Pearl pregnant; Moody lashing out that it was Trip who was "screwing" her; Izzy hearing it all; Mrs. Richardson barging over to Mia's rental (which is owned by the Richardsons) and railing against Mia's inappropriate daughter, Pearl, when Mia knew it was actually Lexie who had the abortion; Mrs. Richardson telling Mia she'd done some digging and knew about how Mia had fled from the couple whose surrogate she was, keeping Pearl from her real father; Mrs. Richardson insisting that Mia and Pearl leave right then, thus ripping Mia away from Izzy's one person who understood her; Izzy confronting Lexie after she figured out is wasn't Pearl who had been in trouble, but her own sister; Mia telling Izzy that sometimes you just had to have a scorched earth policy, like burning everything down and starting over, to explain why they were leaving; and finally, Izzy taking that very literally, and waiting until everyone was out of the house, and setting little fires everywhere to burn down her family home and all it represented before taking off in a bus to try and find Mia and Pearl. That all sounds a bit convoluted, but it was so well written! And, it was so heart wrenching! There wasn't really a character that wasn't given depth and a background, so you could feel what they were feeling. A really good story and, having already read her other novel, as well as this one, I will definitely read more of Ng's books. :-)

Finished: Silas Marner (Eliot) One of those books I'm sure I should have read earlier in my life, but didn't, Silas Marner is my third George Eliot book, after Middlemarch and Daniel Deronda, and I'm safe saying it's my third favorite of hers. Still a good book though. :-) Silas Marner is a church-going, honest and earnest man in his early twenties when we first meet him. He has no living parents, but has a dear best friend since childhood, is engaged to be married to a nice girl, and is involved and respected in his community and church. All this changes when he is set up for a robbery, which he is completely innocent of, by his best friend no less. Silas figures out the betrayal of his best friend, but cannot convince any one of his innocence. His fiance breaks off their engagement, and they absolve him of his sins through the church, and he leaves the town...heartbroken, disillusioned, and no longer believing in people OR in a higher power. Silas travels to the small town of Raveloe, which is predominantly working class, with a few upper crust families in the mix. Silas becomes a weaver and lives on his own in a cottage, not befriending anyone. He just does his job and makes money for his weavings from the richer clientele in town. Most of the people in town are actually afraid of him because of his reclusive personality. Silas lives in his own little world for fifteen years, in an old cottage of the muddy rock pit's former overseer. And, for those fifteen years, he collects his money, rarely spending a penny, as he comes to love his growing pile of riches. Silas hides his coins in two large leather bags in a hole in his floor under his weaving loom. Meanwhile, we also meet a couple of the richer families. Squire Cass is one of the richer men in town, and he's raising his sons on his own since his wife's death years before. His oldest son, twenty-five year old Godfrey, is a typical, aimless squire's son who has not been made to work a day in his life or be accountable for anything. He's actually the GOOD son. The next youngest son is Dunstan, and he's a piece of work. He has taken to gambling, drinking and now blackmailing his own brother, Godfrey. It seems that Godfrey, even though he's in love with Nancy Lammeter, the other rich family's daughter...has been giving into his baser needs and has actually married an opium addicted, poor woman who he now detests. His brother has found out his secret, and continuously blackmails him to give him the money he has collected from the various farm tenants for their father. When Godfrey is at a point of being desperate to pay his father the money he collected, which Dunstan took from him, he agrees to let Dunstan sell his beloved horse and bring him the money. Of course, Dunstan makes the deal, but then runs the horse wildly over a fence with spikes, accidentally killing the horse. More upset that he's got to walk home than at the thought that he actually killed an innocent animal, Dunstan tries to figure out what he'll do for the money now. As he walks, he devises a plan to steal the old weaver, Silas Marner's, money! He figures he must have it hidden somewhere, since the town knows he never spends a penny, and he's right. When Silas is out of the cottage, Dunstan goes in, quickly finds the hole, and makes off with the very heavy bags of coins, which he can actually barely carry! When Silas realizes he's been robbed, he finally goes to town for the first time in distress to report what has happened. Several of the townsfolk are actually sympathetic towards him, and an investigation is opened, but it is a fruitless one. One woman in particular, Mrs. Dolly Winthrop, kindly comes by, and without judgment or disdain, offers her help whenever he needs it and tries to talk him into going to their church. She's very upset that all Silas will do now is sit in his cottage and moan and lament. Meanwhile, back at the Cass home, Godfrey comes clean to his father that he gave the farm money to Dunstan, who then killed his horse. Dunstan has never returned home, and his father says good riddance! Squire Cass encourages Godfrey to straighten up and step up his pursuing of Nancy Lammeter, and ask her hand in marriage at the upcoming New Year's party at their home. Godfrey is tormented inside, though, because even though he's glad Dunstan has disappeared, his wife, Molly, has threatened to come and tell his father about the clandestine marriage. On the night of the party, Godfrey does dance with Nancy, but she makes it clear that she doesn't like the changes in him...that she's heard he has become more like his gambling brother, and she will not marry him. It is clear that she does actually love him though. As the party continues on, Molly, dressed in rags and clutching a two year old child to her chest, makes her way through the snow storm to get to the party. She is determined to finally tell Godfrey's father about their marriage and THEIR CHILD! Molly gives in to her craving to use her opium, though, and soon grows tired from it's affects and passes out in the snow. The baby crawls from her arms and sees a bright light. She toddles on to what ends up being Silas Marner's cottage!! She pushes the door open and gets all cozy on the hearth before Silas ever sees her. When he does see her, he is smitten by her golden hair and the way she looks at him. He wonders if it's his gold come back to him in the form of this beautiful baby. When the baby cries "mamma", Silas realizes she wasn't alone and follows her little footprints in the snow to her mother, who appears to be dead. He gathers the child up and runs to the where he knows the town doctor is...at the New Year's party at the Cass home. When Godfrey Cass sees the child, he knows that she is his and that the woman in the snow must be Molly. He insists on going as well, not to see if she's ok...but to see if she's going to say anything if she is. Alas, she is dead. Godfrey's mind goes to how he is now free of the "hateful" woman, and free to pursue Nancy. He has a small pang of guilt about his child, but keeps quiet and doesn't claim her as his. Silas insists that since the child came to him and she has no parents now, that he will keep her and raise her. The town wonders if he can do it, and all kinds of advice comes his way, especially from women...but the only woman he takes kindly advice from is Mrs. Winthrop. She convinces Silas that the baby needs to be Christened and that Silas needs to become a church going man. Silas agrees, and names the baby Eppie after his little sister who'd died as a child. For sixteen years he does everything he can for Eppie. He does become a church goer. He makes sure she gets schooling. And mostly he spends all the time in the world with her and loves her dearly. They spend time in the meadows where she loves the flowers, and he continues his weaving, earning money, but not hoarding it as he did in the past. Godfrey, in his tiny bit of guilt, does provide some things for them over the years disguised as acts of charity. So, for sixteen years, Silas and Eppie live happily together. And what's more...Mrs. Winthrop's son, Aaron, who has come with her on her visits to the Marner house all his life, has fallen in love with Eppie, and she with him. Aaron wants to marry Eppie and move in with her and Silas and become a dutiful son-in-law to Silas. He's a good guy! Meanwhile, over in the Cass household, Dunstan has never returned home to threaten Godfrey again, Squire Cass has passed on, and Godfrey and Nancy have lived the same sixteen years in a childless, married life. Nancy has resigned herself to the fact, but Godfrey cannot stand not having children. Over the years he brings up adopting a child to Nancy (thinking that he'll "adopt" Eppie from Silas), but Nancy always says no. She feels like they should not mess with God's will that they be childless. On the same night that Silas and Mrs. Winthrop discuss Aaron and Eppie getting married, the draining of the mud pit near the cottage for farming reasons, has lead to a gruesome discovery! The bones, and identification of Dunstan Cass are found in the bottom of the pit....along with the two heavy leather bags fulls of Silas Marner's coins! The evil Dunstan had walked right into the watery pit all those years before and drowned! Silas, though not obsessed with money anymore, is happy to have it back so he can give it to Eppie and Aaron to provide for them. When Godfrey finds out his brother is the one who stole Silas' money, something in him snaps and he finally tells Nancy the truth after all these years. He tells her the reason he wanted to adopt Eppie from Silas is because Eppie is his child by a lowly woman he married...the woman in the snow who died. Much to his surprise, Nancy sticks by him and goes with him to see Silas and Eppie and let them know that he's her real father, and what's more, he wants Eppie to come and live with him and Nancy so he can provide for her in the way she should be. Needless to say, both Silas and Eppie are stunned and upset! Eppie insists that she wants no father but Silas, and after going around and around about it, Godfrey concedes and leaves them alone. Again, what a selfish bastard. After all that is said and done, Eppie marries Aaron is a small town ceremony, in a dress provided by Nancy....because Godfrey and Nancy decide that what they really want is for Eppie to be happy, but they will provide for her if she ever needs it. So....even though Silas Marner was done so wrong by his original friends, and then initially treated poorly by his new townsfolk...he finds true love in this young baby who loves him unconditionally as a daughter for the rest of his life. :-) A pretty good book!

Finished: The Moonstone (Collins) Just what I needed...a refreshing mystery written in the 1800's, told by each of the main characters writing letters about what their involvement was in the theft of a one-of-a-kind Indian diamond given to Rachel Verinder on her 18th birthday. The book is over 700 pages, so I'll not be doing a detailed recap.It was very nice to read something for the enjoyment and not be depressed by too realistic of a story. The diamond, the moonstone, is a sacred stone that has been guarded for centuries by Indian religious men. When it is taken by an English Colonel during the Seige of Seringapatam and whisked back to England, the Indian guardians vow to pursue it and bring it back, no matter how many years it takes. Colonel Herncastle is shunned by his own family for taking the jewel in the first place, and so on his deathbed, he bequeaths it to his sister's daughter, Rachel, hoping that it will bring as much discord to his own sister as it did to him. He charges his nephew, and cousin to Rachel, Franklin Blake with delivering the diamond on her birthday. Franklin arrives a month before the birthday and keeps the diamond safe at the bank. In the month that he's at the Verinder estate, of course, he and Rachel fall madly in love (as cousins in the 1800's often did...at least in novels!) After presenting the diamond to Rachel on the day of her party, everything goes awry when the diamond is stolen from Rachel's bedroom that night! Suddenly, Rachel will have nothing to do with Franklin...won't even speak to him, and he doesn't know why. There are many lively characters in the book...from Rachel's mother, Lady Verinder; to the wise, faithful, head servant, Gabriel Betteridge, who has served first Lady Verinder as a young girl, and now her daughter; to the crafty police detective Sergeant Cuff, who is called in when the diamond is stolen; to the charming aristocrat Godfrey Ablewhite, who is also pursuing Rachel's hand in marriage; to Rosanna Spearman, the former thief who has been given a chance at being a housemaid by Lady Verinder; to the three Indian Brahmins disguised as jugglers who have come to town to retrieve the diamond. Everyone becomes a suspect of taking the diamond at some point or another, even Rachel herself! As everyone writes their version of what happened, the details emerge as to what actually happened, what happened to the diamond, why Rachel turned on Franklin, and exactly who the thief ends up being! I will say that this one actually has a happy ending! It is written much in the way that a Sherlock Holmes story is, but a little less dry. This one really kept my attention, kept me guessing, and kept me wanting to know whodunnit! :-)

Finished: Tinkers (Harding) Rather intense Pulitzer Prize winner about an old man who is dying, and while lying on the hospital bed set up in the middle of the living room, has hallucinations about the house falling down around him, and reminisces back on his life, to his childhood, and his father. George Washington Crosby is dying. He's beloved, and surrounded by his wife, his children, and his grandchildren as he lies in the living room going in and out of consciousness in his last days of life. He's an antique clock repairman by trade, a tinker, and his thoughts drift to the intricate workings of clocks and time pieces. Someone is always there with him, but he's pretty unaware of them except for a few lucid moments. The book has very little dialogue, and quite a bit of stream of conscious thinking. George imagines the house coming down on him bit by bit, and then drifts into memories of his childhood. He was the oldest of four children, and his parents counted on him to do all the chores. His father, Howard Aaron Crosby, was also a tinker, but he put his skills to use by driving a wagon full of drawers around rural Maine, selling necessities to his rural customers. He was away from home alot, but usually made it home for dinner. He also suffered from severe epileptic fits. His wife was a rather unloving, no-nonsense kind of woman, but she always shielded the kids from their father's epileptic fits....but years of taking care of Howard finally took their toll on her. One day, when George witnesses an episode, she is at her wits end and actually talks to a doctor about having her husband committed to the "insane" hospital. When Howard sees the brochure on the dresser, he leaves to drive his cart that morning and never returns! He leaves his family and heads to Pennsylvania where he changes his name, marries another woman, and lives as a grocery store clerk for the next twenty-five years. His new wife actually takes him to a medical doctor who prescribes medications that help Howard immensely. There are times that the book goes into Howard's point of view, so then we learn about his own childhood. His father was a preacher, a much loved preacher, who loved his son, but rarely spent time with him as he was always up in his study creating his sermons. When Howard is a young teen HIS father begins to deteriorate, showing signs of what I assume was probably Alzheimer's or dementia. Sadly, Howard's mother has his father sent someplace with four men in black suits one day, as Howard witnesses through the window. He goes to try and find his father, nearly succumbing to hypothermia, but is taken home by some local hunters. It is also around this same time that Howard has his first epileptic seizure. So, all three of the men have very sad stories. George actually has a very happy marriage, lovely children, and a long life. It's just sad for him because he had a tough childhood which is prevalent in his mind as he dies. We flash back to Howard again, and when, after 25 years of marriage, his second wife must travel at Christmas to take care of her mother, Howard borrows a car and drives to George's house. It seems he had kept up with all his children. He leaves the car running, knocks on the door, says hi to George, meets his grandchildren. George is stunned, but happy, and invites his long lost father in for Christmas dinner, but Howard says, no thanks. He just wanted to say hi. This becomes the very last memory that George has as he leaves this earth. As I said, this was an intense one. Many emotions if you've had parents deteriorate before your eyes or pass away not really understanding what's going on. I had no idea this book would be so depressing. I'm on the lookout now for a more light-hearted book!

Finished: The Optimist's Daughter (Welty) Pulitzer Prize winning novel written by Mississippi born Eudora Welty, about a grown daughter who rushes home to be by her father's side when he needs cataract surgery, only to have him never recover his will to live after the surgery. Following doctor's orders to lie as still as possible, Judge McKelva, does that after his eye surgery, with either his daughter, Laurel, or his second, younger wife, Fay, by his side. Laurel reads from him every day from some of their favorite classics, but when the self-centered Fay is there, all she does is complain about the situation he's left her in and bitch at him to finish healing up. It eventually becomes clear that the judge isn't improving, and one night, he seems to give up on life, and dies. Laurel and Fay react differently, Fay making it all about herself. Laurel takes her father home to be buried in Mount Salus, Mississippi, the house she grew up in with her father and her beloved mother, Becky, who died twelve years before. Surrounded by loving neighbors and old family friends, Laurel, though in shock, is able to mourn her father. No one in the town has ever understood what the highly loved and respected Judge McKelva saw in the younger, shriller Fay. True to form, Fay arrives late to her own husband's viewing, and then makes a scene. At least Laurel has the time before she arrives to truly mourn with the people who loved their family. Fay's uncouth, equally self-centered family arrives at the funeral from Texas, and Fay decides to go home with them for a few days. She makes a point of reminding Laurel that the house and everything in it belongs to her...AND...that she can't wait to get rid of some of this "junk" that was important to the judge. :-( Though those closet to her try to convince Laurel to move on back home, Laurel is determined to just spend the weekend there, and then head back to her job in Chicago before Fay gets back. So...the rest of the book is spent with Laurel reminiscing in the house, and it's a tear-jerker! I think it affected me so much because my own mother's death still seems so fresh on my mind....and I will never get over losing my dad, who was also a very beloved and highly respected person...and also happened to be from a small town in northern Louisiana, which is about the same as being from a small town in Mississippi. It all just seemed so familiar and tugged terribly at my heart. Anyway, Laurel spends time in her father's library, looking at his old books, and going through his desk drawers, which she never dared do as a child. The desk alone had been his great-grandfather's and held so many memories for Laurel of her dad sitting there. One of her dearest memories is that of being a girl drifting off to sleep at night to the sound of her father and mother taking turns reading to each other every night from whatever book they were reading. Laurel also spends time outside tending to her mother, Becky's, beloved rose bushes. She keeps drifting back to when she was a little girl, as far as she could remember, once a year she and her mother would take the train to West Virginia where her mother had grown up, to the house in the mountains. When Laurel finds her mother's old writing desk stored away in a little sewing room, she then goes even further into her memories as she finds every letter her father ever wrote her mother, and also finds their "beginning of courtship" memory album. I kept saying to myself, surely she's going to keep some of these things?? Take them with her?? But instead, she just relishes the memories, lives all the feelings all over again, and then, sure enough, heads back to Chicago after the weekend. I tell you, she was a much stronger person that I! It's exactly how my husband is, though...memories and people, not things, he says. I know what he means, but I also like having the few old things I have of my grandparents, and now my parents. I love sitting in my dad's old easy chair, as much as Laurel sunk down into her father's desk chair and let the feeling of him envelope her. This was a very good book, and I wish so much that I had read it while my hubby's Aunt Barbara was still alive. She was born and raised in Mississippi and became a writer and Eudora Welty was her favorite author. I would love to have discussed this book with her. Just one more lesson learned by me....don't put off talking to the people you love about things from the past, memories, or anything at all!

Fnished: Early Autumn (Bromfield) This Pulitzer Prize winner from 1927 is a story of the wealthy Pentland family living in the early 1900's New England. The Pentlands are one of the founding families of the area, and as such, are expected to maintain a level of respectability, even at the expense of happiness. Olivia Pentland is 39 and married to patriarch John Pentland's son, Anson. Anson, is a emotionless, wimpish man, whose only passion in life is working on his genealogy book. Together, Olivia and Anson have two children, 18 year old Sybil and 15 year old Jack. Sybil has just returned from a year of schooling in Paris, and has no interest in the other local, wealthy boys who the Pentlands are trying to set her up with. Jack has been deathly ill since birth, and spends most of his weak days in bed. Their grandfather, John Pentland, has more respect for his daughter-in-law, Olivia, than his own weak-spined son. Olivia, however, is unhappy in a marriage that has been void of physical intimacy since before Jack was born, and has always been loveless. When she chances upon their new neighbor, Irishman, Michael O'Hara, she instantly feels the tinglings of wanting and love that she's never felt before. After many horseback riding mornings, Michael declares his love for her. He has worked himself up from the working class to being quite wealthy. He hopes that she'll leave her husband for him and finally be happy. Meanwhile, Olivia is determined that her own daughter will not be stuck living a loveless life like she has. When a passionate young Frenchman, Jean, who Sybil had met in Paris comes to the estate, Olivia realizes they are in love! When she finds out they'd like to be married, she encourages Sybil and Jean to run off and elope, since she knows her husband will never approve of their marriage. When young Jack finally succumbs to his weak heart, the family is distraught, but mostly Olivia and John Pentland, who adored his grandson. Just when Olivia is beginning to weaken and think she should leave being a Pentland all behind now that Jack has died and Sybil has gone to be happy, old man John Pentland calls her into his study and lets her know that he's leaving everything to her in his will. She's the only person he trusts to handle the finances, maintain the Pentland name and reputation, and keep the family together. She almost defies John, but when he dies in a horseback riding accident, Olivia decides it IS up to her to stay. She loves Michael so much that she also decides that running off with him would not only ruin the Pentland family name, but would ruin Michael's business chances. She begs him to let her go, and he reluctantly does. A bit of a sad ending for Olivia, but a pretty good book. It was written in that way that many older books were written...with lots of prose, and descriptions, and internal thoughts, and little dialogue....but a very good book! :-)